Pages

Sunday, June 2, 2013

How This Journey Blessed Me


Even though I ended 2/24 last August, I’m still blessed by how God worked in me through this journey. I know that worship and quiet time should be about glorifying God, but I think that He blesses us through our time with Him. Here’s how:

1.     Spending time with Jesus is enjoyable.  Quiet time reminds me of exercise. Sometimes, I dread it and avoid it all costs.  Like exercising, however, spending time with Jesus results in joy. Even though I often didn’t feel His presence last summer, I experienced this joy. 

2.     The Word is alive. Many Scriptures that I had heard and read dozens of times suddenly made sense. Phrases that always seemed foreign—“I have been crucified with Christ”—clicked! Concepts I understood intellectually seemed experientially true for the first time, and this understanding didn’t wane when I ended 2/24. As I read through Ephesians last week, I wondered if I’ve been illiterate my whole life. I knew the words on the page well enough, but this time, they really meant something. They weren’t just intellectually true. They were true in the best possible sense of true. My understanding of the Word’s life began when I started spending significant amounts of time reading it. 

3.     I’m learning to hear to voice of God. Last summer, during 2/24, I became frustrated. I felt like I was in a dry place and that I hadn’t heard God’s voice. Even though I was spending a lot time with Him and worshipping Him, I wasn’t feeling His presence. Through this experience, God reminded me that faith is more than experiencing His presence. By giving me a hunger for His word, he taught me to recognize His voice so that in later months, I would be ready to hear it. 

4.     I miss quiet time. When I miss quiet time, I actually miss it. Many days, I find that I’m not walking by the Spirit, but now, I can recognize the difference.  When I’m being a grumpy witch, I know what the real cause is, and usually, the solution involves more than chocolate. I need Jesus. 

5.     The Bible is one story. Whether I read a couple verses here and there or an entire book, The Holy Spirit teaches me through Scripture. Nevertheless, reading large amounts of Scripture at a time allowed me to make connections and see that the Bible really is one big story! Leviticus matters because it’s how God chose to reveal himself to the Israelites, but its descriptions of sacrificial law also shed light on Jesus’s death. Scripture isn’t just a catalog of true statements; it’s a story.

To God be the glory!